to you

Ya ampun... gak percaya senin ini dia dah pergi ke negeri seberang..
Dia .. yang selalu setia dengerin curhatan gue..
Dia .. yang selalu ngajarin gue positif thinking...
Ya ampuuuun sekarang jauuuuh banget
good luck friend...
doain gue bisa nyusul kesana juga.. :)

read ur blog

kemarin sempet baca blog dari teman... isinya tentang etika berblog... btw kenapa gue ngerasa kesindir ya... hehehe ....
Buat gue blog emang kaya diary, karena gue tipe orang yang susah mengucapkan sesuatu dengan kata-kata, ya dengan menulis gue bisa ngeluarin apa yang ada dipikiran gue ... kalo mengenai apa yang ditulis dalam blog merupakan membuka aib sendiri, bukankah berarti itu jadi apa adanya tidak ada yang ditutup tutupi ya seperti itulah karakter si penulis blognya, dan dengan membaca tulisannya secara tidak sengaja kita juga bisa menebak sifatnya, berarti bukan negatif donk... hehe...

Mandy Moore Feat Jonathan Foreman

Ninety miles outside chicago
Can't stop driving i don't know why
So many questions, i need an answer
Two years later you're still on my mind

Whatever happened to amelia earhart?
Who holds the stars up in the sky?
Is true love just once in a lifetime?
Did the captain of the titanic cry?

Oh, someday we'll know
If love can move mountains
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why i wasn't meant for you...

Does anybody know the way to atlantis?
Or what the wind says when she cries?
I'm speeding by the place that i met you
For the ninety-seventh time...tonight

Someday we'll know
If love can move mountains
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why i wasn't meant for you...
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Someday we'll know
Why sampson loved delilah?
One day i'll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know
That i was the one for you....

Open up the world
I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
And watched the stars crash in the sea
If i can ask god just one question
Why aren't you here with me tonight?

Oh, someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why i wasn't meant for you...
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Someday we'll know
Why sampson loved delilah?
One day i'll go dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know
That i was the one for you...

Life is Beutiful

Life is beutiful...
bener banget
Belakangan gue pusing mikirin sesuatu yang sebenernya gue sendiri gak tau itu penting pa engga buat dipikirin.
Gue punya teman-teman yang baik, keluarga yang baik, keponakan yang lucu-lucu.
Semua itu sudah cukup untuk membuat hari-hari gue jadi indah.
so Life is beutiful... right guys...
Sabtu kemarin gue sholat maghrib di Pondok Indah.. Ya Allah, dah lama gue ga sholat disitu dan rasanya gue kayak ga mau beranjak dari tempat itu, waktu gue mampir disitu, cuaca lagi ujan gede, gila anginnya bow... enak buat tidur, ya malam minggu kemarin gue pergi ma temen gue ke Pondok Indah Mall, cuma mo killing time, karena secara harusnya malam minggu orang-orang pada pacaran.... tp gue ..hmmm gak ada yang ngajak pergi .. kasian ya... (hehe..) gue dengerin life music sampe 9 trus lanjut lagi ke Citos. dah lama gue gak balik malam, waktu malam itu gue sampe rumah hampir jam 12, but gue happy Killing time with my best best friend (the best deh pokoknya) sambil dengerin life music... its so wonderfull... apa lagi malam itu musisinya bawain lagu jazz, satu siy yg bikin gue seneng malem itu sempet dinyanyiin lagunya Michael bublle yang Save the last dance .. (uuuuuuu.... bagusnya).
No reason to be sad Julia... Life is beutiful...:)

Hidup memang begitu ....

Masalah... masalah..
Hidup itu pasti ada masalah...
Tapi sebegitu banyak masalah pasti ada penyelesaiannya tul gaks.
gue pusiiink... ( pastinya)... sampe kebawa tidur, malahan sempet mikir yang engga enggak.
But setelah gue berdoa... ternyata hati gue jadi sedikit tenang.. Sebenernya kalo dipikir pikir, adanya masalah itu bikin kita semakin kuat, coba kalo manusia hidup tanpa masalah lempeng2 aja.. pasti sekalinya kena masalah bisa langsung bunuh diri kali... hehe..
Tapi kebiasaan gue kalo punya masalah, pasti jadi penyakit, nyokap dah hafal banget. Gue inget waktu gue mo Sidang skripsi, saking stresnya mikirin perkiraan pertanyaan yan nanti ditanyain, pas harinya malah gue terkapar, bener bener ga bisa bangun, akhirnya sidang skripsi pake kursi roda... waaakh gokil. Mungkin kesalahan gue adalah tidak maunya gue sharing ke orang2, kadang masalah suka gue pendem sendiri yang akhirnya pada saat gue ga kuat, ya badan gue yg ambruk. Mungkin gue perlu temen curhat yang bener2 bisa dipercaya... Sebenernya ada temen curhat, tapi terkadang gue males untuk cerita sampai bener2 detil, alasannya, mungkin aja temen gue bete dengerinnya atau dia emang ga ngerti masalahnya...
Ya... paling kalo dah ga kuat, gue sharing ke nyokap... itu juga baru bisa keucap setelah gue dah jatuh sakit.

Intermezo..

Wut a cloudy day, and this stomach still ignoring me... arrrghhhh...
duh i loss my weight again... just increase 1 kg and a i have to loss again...
But not that bad coz today my bos invite me to go lunch together with engineer.
Ha...Ha...Ha.... Baru kali ini gue liat dia ktawa lepas. cerita cerita about "Gambling" or Judi.
Tomorrow one of my engineer going travelling to Macau... You know lah City of Gambler..
Dia kasih tau dimana tempat judi yang tidak harus keluar banyak duit...ck....ck...ck..
but yang bikin seneng lagi dia bilang on February giliran gue ke Macau... senangnya ( itu juga kalo gue masih disini he...he...he..)

KO

Finally gue KO lagi hari ini, Terkapar sakit sejak hari Minggu, yang menyedihkan... saat gue sakit justru nobody beside me...hiks... ortu kebetulan lagi ke Solo. jadilah dirumah sendirian, tapi sakit kali ini aneh, awalnya minggu pagi badan terasa panas, gue pikir itu biasa bawaan penyakit magh gue kalo dah kambuh, ternyata berlanjut sampe malam hari , nah pas jam 11 malam, mulailah perut seperti ada tornado bunyi " groak groak..." gue kena diare...OOOh my god... bayangin gue dari jam sebelas malam sampai dengan siang ini sudah 15 kali buang2 air... badan leemeeees banget, Gue lagi inget2 apa gue salah makan? atau makanan yang gue makan gak bersih? kayaknya engga juga. emang siy sebelumnya hari sabtu gue pergi ke undangan dan sempet makan siang disana, masa siiiiy gara2 makanan itu gue kena diare. Duuuh yang paling sedih semalam, gue sendirian harus naik turun tempat tidur cari kompresan air untuk kepala juga baskom kecil untuk persiapan kali-kali aja gue "jackpot" Uuuuuu i miss my mom kalo dah lagi kayak gini ... biasanya dia yang selalu siaga kalo gue sakit...hiks hiks...

Life

Sometimes people come into your life

And you know right away that they were meant to be there.

To serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson,

or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become.

You never know who these people may be,

(Possibly your roommate, neighbor, coworker, long lost, lover, or even a complete stranger),

but when you lock eyes with them you know at that very moment they will.

Everything happens for a reason.

Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck.

Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity

all occurs to test the limits of your soul.

Without these small tests, whatever they may be,

life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere.

It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.

The people you meet who affect your life and the success and downfalls you experience,

help to create who you are and who you become.

Even the bad experiences can be learned from.

In fact, they are probably the most poignant and important ones.

If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart,

forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust

and the importance of being cautious when you open your heart.

If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally,

not only because they love you, but because in a way,

they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to things.

Make every day count.

Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything that you possibly can,

for you may never be able to experience it again.

Talk to people that you have never talked to before, and actually listen.

Let yourself fall in love, break free, and set your sights high.

Hold your head up because you have every right to.

Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself,

for if you don't believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you.

You can make of your life anything you wish.

Most importantly, create your own life and then go out and live it with absolutely NO regrets.

And learn a lesson in life each day that you live.

Dream

a dream
an illusion?

a dream
an illusion of delusion?

a dream
an illusion in delusory delusion?

a dream
an illusion in delusory deluded confusion?

a dream
a confusion deluded in illusion?

a dream
a confusion deluded in illusory delusion?

a dream
a delusion of psychological nature?

a dream
a delusion of psychological nature’s illusory dream?

a dream
a dream in sleep?

a dream
a life in dream?

a dream
a life we dream?

a dream
a dream we live?

Well i hate my dream...

Inspired

"Dont hestitate doing a good things, it will return to you MUCH better than you did..."
I read this nice words in one of my Friends Yahoo status..
Cukup bagus kan ... Full of meaning..
So Guys Lets work again... Caiyoooo....

Coffee Morning

Ngantuk... semalam lembur
bangun pagi pagi liat cuaca diluar mendung..(ooooh no... ujan lagi kah)
Gue harus berangkat pagi-pagi, karena ada dokumen yang harus gue antar pagi-pagi,
Beberapa hari ini gue agak bingung cari makan siang, karena "ma Kantin" yang biasa memberikan kita makanan lagi gak buka karena anaknya merit... ( duuuh ma... kan kita jadi kelaparan...) lum lagi ditambah nyokap gue lagi ke Solo.. ga ada yang masakin dirumah... hiks...hiks....
Sejak Ma Kantin ga buka makan gue jadi agak sdikit tak teratur, sampe sampe kemarin magh gue kambuh, ya sebenernya magh gue kambuh bukan karena telat makan aja, tapi ada beberapa pikiran yang lagi nyangkut di otak gue dan bikin bete. Dah gitu tem,en-temen gue pada gak sopan semua... dah tau perut gue gi melilit.... tetep ya gue yang disuruh bawa mobil... hm dasar !!
Btw gue sampe lupa kalo hari ini hari Jumat, berarti... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!! pulangnya macet donk... secara orang-orang kalo weekend pasti pulang kerja pada keluyuran dulu.. ngapain siy keluyuran jumat malem, kayak gue donk.. gue dan temen-temen gue terkenal sbagai " Gadis Malam Jumat" Wakakakakak kenapa dibilang begitu, karena kita kalo janjian milih kamis malam, ya salah satu reasonnya karena jalanan ga macet dibanding kalo kita ngumpul2 jumat malem.
Wuuuups setengh 7 .. Mandi dulu aaaakh...